shadyridr
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I've never felt like this in my entire life. She's been in NICU since Friday after having a seizure. Cat scan determined she suffered a stroke. Haven't cried this much in my life. I went from being on cloud 9 to wanting to crawl in a hole and die. Doctors still aren't saying much. They still say everything is too early to tell. She's on anti seizure meds now and hasn't had any since Friday except for some non clinical seizures. She's basically been sleeping for three days now. I just looking for some hope. Internet seems to be full of positive stories. I wish the doctors gave us some hope rather than saying it's too early. When neurologist told me she suffered a stroke I asked is that as bad as it sounds? Her response was, well it's not good. I wanted to punch her in the throat.
No clue when she's getting out of nicu. I feel bad leaving her but have a six year old I have to take care of too. NICU nurses are amazing and I know she's in good hands. I have parental leave available at work but not sure if I should save it for when she comes home or just take it now to be with her in NICU.
No clue when she's getting out of nicu. I feel bad leaving her but have a six year old I have to take care of too. NICU nurses are amazing and I know she's in good hands. I have parental leave available at work but not sure if I should save it for when she comes home or just take it now to be with her in NICU.
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